Where I’m At — Part One
I’ve done that thing that all bloggy bloggers do and taken an embarrassingly long break from creating in this space. Because I was brought up Catholic, I’m drawn to say: Forgive me Father, for it has been 9-ish months since my last …post. Obviously, this is not a sin. That is just laughable. Let’s go with this: I am happy to be here re-committing in front of all of you. I am picturing my way through here on this Current Seeing website experiment. I am happy to have you along. Thank you for your eyeballs and brain and interest.
A range of life layers has taken priority over the electric, one-dimensional computer. Therefore, no regrets or asking for forgiveness for my absence. I only ask, where do I begin since I’ve been away for more than a half of a year? As I pondered, a book title by beloved Pema Chodron sauntered into my head: Start Where You Are
I can do that so I’ll cut to the chase. This will be a multi-part series. Expect drama. Expect profound pauses.
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I am in the Pine Tree state–on a hillside in Western Maine. I am close enough to see the undersides of pine trees. Look how a pine cone develops! It’s born out of this piney, not-sticky, slightly green resin.
![a developing young pine cone and a mature, old one](https://i0.wp.com/wbcurrent.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/YoungPineCone-e1725227899245-1440x1085.jpg?resize=1440%2C1085&ssl=1)
All of the press has gone to the old-wizened, woody pine cone.
![Looking up at pine cones and green long pine needles against a blue sky and clouds](https://i0.wp.com/wbcurrent.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/09/Pine-in-the-Blue-Sky.jpg?resize=1440%2C1913&ssl=1)
On this hillside is a giant meadow and a soft mountain view that…
does
not
quit.
![Fog and mist, fading view of meadow](https://i0.wp.com/wbcurrent.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/Close_to_Weather_Fog.jpg?resize=1440%2C1084&ssl=1)
As you might expect, I am close to weather and am regularly inside clouds for some period of time.
![Approaching sunset, dramatic clouds dominate the sky](https://i0.wp.com/wbcurrent.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/Sunset-clouds-w-Trees.jpg?resize=1440%2C1084&ssl=1)
I am outside of clouds at other times.
![Sunrise, soft pink distant sky, a glimpse of mountain range and morning fog,pine trees in foreground](https://i0.wp.com/wbcurrent.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/09/Sunrise-Mountain-Mist.jpg?resize=1440%2C1084&ssl=1)
Am I dreaming or am I awake?
Right now, I can’t tell.
I am glammed by gift after gift and am silenced. Boundaries evaporate.
Meanwhile, all senses keep saying thank you, thank you, and thank you again. I am breathing with the whole shebang, the whole expanse, a breeze wisps my cheek, and taking a deeper breath, I let it go with the non-stopping air stream.
To live here is a blessing! I’m hoping you can stay through a few more seasons!
Author
I couldn’t agree more. On top of that we have the very best neighbors.
Loved reading your blog. pictures are spectacular. Thank you for sharing.
Author
Thank you Diane.